Waiting for subcomm dinner,26mins more ahhhhhhhh
I don't even know how I managed to get into sub comm so nervous so nervous so awkward with people so scary so alone
So I'm stoning tables outside lt45 alone and the wind felt so cold and there are butterflies flying all over in my stomach and I don't know what I'm writing so nervous.
More nervous than my interview sigh.
This is what happens when u got into subcomm but your best friend who went interview together with you didn't.
I have to survive this alone which is like the worse part and so scary and so so so argh.
Wish I know more people who got into subcomm before hand sigh
Hopefully hopefully I will be able to find a sense of belonging in this subcomm like really a sense of belonging because we will be working damn closely together I really hope the people there are good.
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How I even get into subcomm I really amazed by the fact that I'm really in subcomm
Feels like a dream like seriously