a dream.

Just a normal Sunday night though, it's been ages since I used my laptop to blog.
I think it's the first time since 2011 wakaka.
Currently typing out my business law notes, there's so much content that it would take forever to write them out onto my notebook ( I usually write notes instead of typing them out)
I'm not really a computer person, but recently I found myself relying on my laptop more and more.
sigh.
but typing out notes makes everything much more efficient! I bet I would take days and hours and days and hours and maybe forever to finish that 6 topics ohmy. Finals are in 8 days time I still have lots of things to revise.
Jiayous, time to set my mugger spirit to fly high high high high in the the sky.
time check : 10.40pm 1369 words done.

My left hand cmi from typing huehuehuehuehhahahahaha I hate typing

can's wait for finals to be over!!!

but got camps..

can't wait for all camps to be over!!!

then I can have my real holidays wahahahaha

time check : 11.09 pm ,1733 words done.

FINISHING ONE TOPIC ONLY HUHHUHUHU....

before I go back to typing notes again, let's take a moment to appreciate the beauty of this picture!

time check :1.25am , ending off with 2349 words oh god.

there's still long way to go for my revision, I haven't finish my miec revision and poa is still undone with all the accounting principles as well as all the past years papers.

Exactly a week to finals I 'm suddenly panicking and afraid that I will do badly for my finals.

Like how badly I did for my O's.

My O's results weren't that bad to majority because I still managed to get into business school, not my first choice, but its a place that some people want to go but do not have the results to get in.

however, to me, it's like the biggest failure in my life so far.

Let the past pass.

Next seven days ( actually less than seven days) will be continuous mugging and studies will be my ultimate priority haish.

thinking about the past at this hour makes me sad.

If I have done just a little teeny bit better, everything will be so different now. In fact, my whole life will be totally different. But poly in fact has its perks! Example, I do not have to repeat the tortuous daily routine over and over again.

I wanted to change my blogger template. It looks so stupid now ugh what was I doing back in secondary school.

ending here. Xx

" Some paths are meant for you to walk alone "